Monday May 1th, 2011

Dear Averie and Declan,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DECLAN!! I can't believe that you are 3 months today. These last three months have gone so fast but I cannot imagine our life without you. You have brought so much joy into our lives. You fit into our family so well. You are a true gift from God.
Last night was a LONG night. Declan you kept wanting to wake up and eat. The last month you have been wanting to wake up around 5 and eat even though most nights I feed you at 4. This morning we let you cry for about 30 minutes. It was hard listening to you cry so hard. Daddy finally picked you and held you. You are a persistent little guy. I am not sure where you get that from :). The last few days you have been so smiley. I sit with me knees pulled up and you laying on them. You just smile and smile. Today when I was playing peek a boo with you you started to giggle. It was precious! You like it when I make a motor boat sound. You get the biggest grin on your face. Today while you were playing on you play mat you kept grabbing at the toys hanging down and then when the lights and music would come on you would smile and wiggle your legs.
This morning we went to the Shoreline play gym with Annie, Grant and Jude. Averie you were so sweet and kept bringing toys over for Grant who was having a hard time. You have the biggest and kindest heart! This afternoon after naps you decided that you wanted to go to school and packed a bunch of letters and toys. I was going to be the teacher. You are super excited to go to school but I think you may have a hard time leaving me. I know I will have a REALLY hard time. After Declan went to bed tonight you, Daddy and I played Memory. You were so cute and kept teaching me how to play the game. I love you so much and love all our moments together. Sometimes I get so scared that I won't be able to remember these ordinary days. I love these regular simple moments in our lives. I cherish our moments together.
I don't think you two will ever really know how blessed I feel to be your Mom. My heart swells with love and pride every time I look at you guys. I love you both!!!
Mommy